Express myself~~~

R u a person who can express urself?? well...i admit tat i rili duno hw to express myself..i love family, i like sumbody ( like not love) , i love sumbody ( love not like) ..for me i will choose not to express it...no other reason , juz bcos i duno how to express,i cant bear the consequences if i rili say out..for famly coz i get used of it dy,i have been alone when grow up..sumtimes mayb parents care make me kinda feel pressure on it..so i rather choose to settle problem myself, unless any rili "BIG" problem that i rili cant settle it..

relationship love??? actually i am a person who rili scare alone...so i like crowd of frens go out togeta..i like noisy..frankly i dy duno wat's the feeling of relationship love,i bcum coward afr last time, got fren ask me:' r u keeping up ur heart dy?" i doubt on it:" maybe .." i scare of hurt ppl or being hurt, tis kind of feeling 1 time enuf dy.....but then sumtimes when saw ppl 2 by 2 rili make me lonely~~mayb...mayb..bcoz of my 不想麻烦人de character?? unless rili got important things ,if no i wun simply go trouble ppl..so even got fren rili wanna help me, unless " urgent" if no i will not be the person who say out 1st....bcoz i noe 我没有这么有资格让朋友为我费心费力。。

Evytime if u c me like happy go lucky person...actually i'm not ..juz bcoz i wun choose to show unhappy in front of frens, i will choose to try make talking topic rather than bcum the person who juz sit there to listen ony,i dun like to awkward situation..tat's y sumtimes it is hard for me to make start up a topic but i want the situation to b noisy...haha..it is contradiction..isn't it?? 就算是小丑也会有情绪低落的时候。。。if i rili cry i'll ony cry in front of my special person, not counted tat kind of unexpected or accidentally situation when i rili cant control my tear( i will cry oso when watch impressive drama or movie, i duno y i will cry tat time , maybe sensational?? or perceptual? ) ......

So...cheer up k??

疯狂的生活

最近几天过了蛮“疯狂“的生活，及乎每隔一天就跑去活动：唱K,打球，游泳。。运动的细胞突然发达起来， 搞到我这几天早上才睡觉，腰酸背痛，好像老人酱=.=
好想开始读书，不过怎么也提不起劲来。。还有两个星期，不要跟我提时间，提到时间就头痛。。。唉 。。。怎么我之前立下的目标去了哪里？！？！ 我对自己许下的承诺呢？那股劲呢？？哎。。

引用某人的一句话：

烦啊~~~

Bz week ..

Aih ..tis wk would b my assignmentssss marathon wk..talked wif rmate juz nw ony realized that almost evy day within tis week hav2 pass up assignment =( wat the.....
well..Tue: Tax planning, Thursday:International finance, Fri:Financial acctg 1, Sat : Digital media...@_@ + those gathering wif frens + meeting+ onair+ help fren do thingss ( 帮人帮到底咯）......well..calm down..i noe i can cum across it..gambateh~~~!!!!!

Thin Thin gang

到了第二个部落格咯， 不知怎得很想写华语。。哈哈。。就是想写咯。。最近的生活真是多姿多彩, binding trip,gathering..联谊..thin thin gang....Thin Thin Gang?!?! 什么来？？ 哈哈，奇怪吧。。这个嘛。。要从binding trip 说起。。
binding trip 的部落格稍后才upload， 现在没空写酱多。。直接跳到第一天晚上的玩牌时间..wahhah..本来不认识的我们，因为扑克牌把大家bind 在一起（放心不是赌博）， 我们是玩"健康"游戏 =p, 一起玩的还有kahwai, henry， aiping, albert aka zhi qin, victor,robin?? ( if not mistaken ), ming hiong( 明香），Jun, Winston, any who else, 4give me if i cant remember ur name, but later if got meet in campus sure can recognize u =P ...
比较刺激的是 Heart attack game，也就是victor所谓的 kan min toi..well..我承认我反应慢。。被打得有点惨，kahwai 也是。。早上起来按按手时还有点痛。。那个“凶手" 之后就一直道歉。。哈哈。。真的没什么，大家都是为了excited effect..nvm is okie..well..之后回到学校还来 一个sms say sorry..=.=|||我开始觉得你有点啰嗦叻,Mr Herry..不打不相识， 之后就和“凶手“ 和 另个受害者Kahwai 组成了thin thin gang~~ 为甚么呢？ 因为大家都瘦咯， 怎样组成thinthin gang 的?? 实际过程我还不是很清楚 =p ， 只是大家经过一夜不睡开conference 还有早上去吃点心后。。thin thin gang 就组成了。。跟你们在一起还蛮开心的， 感觉上年轻了不少=p 虽然我现在还是很年轻。。rili enjoy the days wif u all...hope can b thin thin gang forever..haha..

My very first blog

Finally got my the very first blog lo~~ well what should i write for its opening ceremony?? hmm...hmm....this blog can said to be created in quite a rush time, hope to change the template but dunno hw to do =.= kinda time-consuming..X_X..this week considered a quite bz wk 4me..assigmentssssss..but seems cant vy concentrate on it ..die~~~ looking forward for for that 2 breaks!! ( special break) ..woohoo...